It's been a while since i was around DEV and so many things happened. Looking back its always sad because you can usually see everything you've been through, good and bad. Jobs that you had and lost eventually, (i blame the recession but i'm not sure), people that you loved and somehow they managed to destroy that, humans that touched you and then died (living emptiness behind), trips you dreamed for almost half your life to take and finally took (and what trip indeed ), projects you planned and eventually managed to do, thoughts that go through your head every day and disappear naturally only to be replaced by other and other thoughts. It was a lovely spring, followed by one of the hottest summers i've seen, a mild autumn and a soothing winter. Got to see New York in all it's splendor and found friends in Austin, got to do amazing work there (that i'll save for a later journal) and the future already seems so much better.

From where i am standing right now i can see the sea, Yuki said, and then closed the window.

There's times when i wonder why do we need to go through everything in life, pain, love, hate, despair, and then you meet someone and everything suddenly makes sense. Oh yes i did!

Yesterday put up a map of things i need to do this year and there are about 13 of them. Just need time. Sun. Love. Health.

That's about all. See you in about 1000 years.

Godspeed